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01nk3d bY tEh P1g
Registered Member #531
Joined: Thu Jan 04 2007, 05:27AMPosts: 707 |
Welll it seems a few people took our resignations as an attack to the FT community, which is not something it ever has or intended to be... I started playing here in the end of 2006, and I've made so many friends and aquantances in the past couple years and I will never forget it. I've had so much fun with you all, but I just felt that I should move on again. I just don't want to become to attached to anything/anyone again for my last couple years of 'clanning' with CS. I can't do it forever. So I feel it best to move on for a while before I am done playing this game forever. I'm still the same Evilpig aren't I? I'm not going anywhere... Goose, in the time I knew you, we've had our ups and downs, but lately we've had some good times haven't we? I feel that in your most recent post that you took our resignations as an attack so you decided to get defensive. No problem with that really, but you didn't have to come off as harsh as you did... I'm still the same Evilpig aren't I? In the past couple years I've somehow managed to keep my cool with everyone, I tend to make more friends than enemies and I honestly know less then 3-4 people I dislike here. Seems maybe others never thought the same way I felt about them. I could say something nice about all the 'friends' I thought I made here... But it seems no one cares anymore because I am not an FT member. :\ If anyone has anything bad to say about me, feel free to post it here... Now like I said, I am resigning from FT, but who said I was going anywhere... I'm just a steam message away. Doesn't mean I won't wanna scrim from time to time. (although I have lost my interest in playing CAL from all the BS both our teams have had this season) We have had so many fun-filled nights in the office which I will never forget... all the dancepartys, tetris rushes, etc. Those who know what I'm taking about will know exactly what I miss. But as Japa said. When FT started to play competitively, the game play level went from just having fun to seeing who is best, what team is better, and people having the "I'm here to win" attitude. This changed how everyone got along. I never bad-mouthed any 'rival' clan members (not saying no one did) and although we had some rivalry going on I tried to stay neutral because it is the attacking of a fellow clanmate (our friends?) that has been the BIGGEST reason behing MY resignation. We decided to have Bob make a post for all of us so we could just simply resign, got him to lock it so we didn't have anyone ATTACKING us. But someone felt the need to unlock it. There is probably a lot more I can say but really, does anyone care? I'm just not sure I am as liked as I thought so I'm just waiting for the flamers/assholes to reply shortly. And NoSkill, please do not even reply to this thread I don't even want to hear any of the fucking bullshit that comes out of your mouth. Seriously. Much love to all (you know who) and good luck with whatever anyone plans on doing in their life. If you for some reason want to talk to me, my steam is evilpig1337 and my msn is -[email]-. PEACE! Syntax says So, I woke up from a long night of partying and im kinda hung over, I have drank to my ut-most peaking limit last night with out projectile vomitting all over my bedroom floor. Check out the forums to see the big update and now I feel like I just want to give my word because the x4 one is private. So as for me leaving, I basically came to the clan at the begging of fuck, i dont even know when, it must have been a couple months over a year ago or more now....I think maybe a year and 6-8 months,, I don't know, Im bad with that time shit. Anyways back to the point, however long ago i joined, It was the funnest time of my gaming experiernce, fuckign around with a bunch of FT guys, Pig, and SWRD for those of you who remember him. Ever since the clan has started loosing members, activity I have came to the conclusion over a long time now that I have a hard time re creating some of that fun. It is all just to regular for me, its bland and boring, not so say i dont still love you guys, but as with pig (wow this is getting to be THE biggest run on sentence ever, dont worry, paragraph brake in a second) I get bored easily. As alot of you know, I already said it, but I get bored easily and you all know that very well, so do my old clan members, How many name changes have I gone through? 3, 4? Thats not even including alll the ones from the past too. I love you guys, i dont actually want to type anymore, its more that im leaving for me than anything else, I just want something new. I want to feel that new car smell, Dig in new soil(Plunder new untouched assholes, maybe not be gay anymore and FUCK CHICKS? WHATCH OUT IM A CRAZY MAN! Anyways I think I can comfortably say I am leaving on good terms and have no uneccessary or heated feelings towards anyone, and hope no one has any towards me. If anyone would like to talk to me about it, post here, or msg me. <3 Edited Tue Jul 01 2008, 10:42PM |
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| Zero |
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I want to fuck your hand.
Registered Member #571
Joined: Thu Feb 15 2007, 09:59PMPosts: 2809 |
Thank you for clearing this up!! I fucking love you piggy!! Tex murray hates you "I'm so sorry!!" |
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| Trunkz |
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Registered Member #1055
Joined: Tue Apr 29 2008, 12:37AMPosts: 145 |
NOU <333 and obv im gonna follow u where ever u go LOL |
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| emerican |
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Registered Member #164
Joined: Tue Mar 07 2006, 12:07PMPosts: 3146 |
we're not the best of friends but there was never a time i didn't like playing with you. mucho love bro |
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| Kirby |
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Registered Member #452
Joined: Fri Oct 06 2006, 07:14PMPosts: 600 |
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| NoSkill |
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Sir
Registered Member #457
Joined: Tue Oct 10 2006, 01:13PMPosts: 2628 |
I hope the community doesn't view your resignation as an attack against it. That would be an unfair and wrong portrayal of you. You did, what you felt was right, I respect you for that. I strongly encourage all others to do the same. Editted this down: We spoke and have an understanding of where we each stand. No hard feelings exist on this end. Good luck in all your future endeavors. I mean that. Edited Tue Jul 01 2008, 08:43PM |
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| drunkirishmafia |
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Registered Member #289
Joined: Sat Jun 10 2006, 05:17AMPosts: 1543 |
i was friends with you before you got into ft so we'll be friends after as well | ||
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| kd. |
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♥ (✿◠‿◠) ♥
Registered Member #75
Joined: Sat Dec 17 2005, 08:51PMPosts: 3128 |
SourceTV: bye pig. -love kd | ||
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b4ndito
Registered Member #958
Joined: Fri Jan 04 2008, 06:59AMPosts: 3385 |
Please don't read what I wrote about you in the "Adios x4" thread. I'm just incensed right now. I love my piggy-boo just like I always have. Once I get steam running I want to talk to you though. |
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01nk3d bY tEh P1g
Registered Member #531
Joined: Thu Jan 04 2007, 05:27AM Posts: 707 |
b4ndito wrote ... Please don't read what I wrote about you in the "Adios x4" thread. I'm just incensed right now. I love my piggy-boo just like I always have. Once I get steam running I want to talk to you though. bandito in adios x4 thread wrote ... Pig: Can't say that I ever really saw much devotion to the clan from you. I know you joined the herd of pussy-starved kids who threatened to leave after Kever asked to be banned, have fun being Bob's sidekick. Thanks for trying to fuck over the clan. Hmm. I don't understand the mixed emotions. I've been thinking about resigning for a while now, really it shouldn't cause no drama... But no devotion to the clan? Excuse me... In the past few years I believe I have racked up somewhere in the top of most time on office. Devotion? I think so. I was appointed admin on the same day as you bandytoe, and rarely even used it until Bob needed some help setting up the server. I also spent a while getting HLstats running, the server running, etc. When I could have been sitting back with my friends having a drink or two. I like to think of this as the opposite of 'fucking the clan over', more like getting the clan on it's feet before I leave. I don't know what to think. I try to stay away from the drama but I end up causing more. bandito wrote ... Kati: I've hated you for the last few months. Hated. Despised. I hope the clan forgets about your shameful ignominy. You know, the only people I told about our last conversation was Goose and NoSkill. I think it went something like this. You hadn't been on FTC in a while, right after Alex said he was giving up OP status and was handing over the server. What exactly has she done to make you hate her this much. She's put up with more bullshit than ANYONE else in the clan, she managed to make enough people like her to actually make it INTO FT after the 'Fate of Kever' and all that shit. What did you have to put up with? Not a fuckin lot, you played here for a month or two before making it into FT. Kever and I started playing around the same time and it took us more than a year to get in. That was when FT was gold and not handing out membership to every person on the server. And what right do you have to even say that kind of shit to bob, he's been in the clan for longer than almost everyone here and you feel you can say those mean things to him? Fuck you. Edited Tue Jul 01 2008, 10:20PM |
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