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b4ndito
Registered Member #958
Joined: Fri Jan 04 2008, 06:59AMPosts: 3385 |
You are worth a damn, and you fucking know it, just like everyone else here. I know we're all giving you some stereotypical and unhelpful advice, so the last thing I'll say is that you need to take care of shit on your own. No one else can do it for you. I love you man. |
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Meteor 2016
Registered Member #316
Joined: Mon Jun 26 2006, 09:14PMPosts: 3503 |
Mark Pavlic 330 Johns Avenue McDonald, PA 15057 It doesn't hurt to try it Noskill. Send the book anytime you want. FYI guys, if you want to contact me: AIM: lxmarkxl08 Myspace: -[link]- Facebook: Just search Mark Pavlic Cell Number: 412-297-9427 I'm Verizon, so I have free texting to anyone. I'll be sure to keep in touch. I'm not going to commit suicide or anything so don't worry about that. Edited Thu Mar 27 2008, 08:01PM |
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Sir
Registered Member #457
Joined: Tue Oct 10 2006, 01:13PMPosts: 2628 |
It'll be there tomorrow. | ||
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Registered Member #445
Joined: Sun Oct 01 2006, 11:42PMPosts: 2233 |
Edit; i didn't read the second page of ur post and realize ur problems were more than a simple kid having social and academic problems. Since im here ill post the only thing i can think of. Ya give up now, and say screw everything then u let ur asshole friends win, and u let some amazing times you will have in life vanish. Its not worth it man, especially when i think about ur sisters u mentioned either. You guys came a long way and u should be proud were ur at now. Ull meet new people and look forward to a brighter future. Life is as good as you make it so look forward towards doing things u enjoy. As for now, all i can say is hang in there Edited Fri Mar 28 2008, 01:18AM |
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| L3muR |
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Registered Member #378
Joined: Tue Aug 08 2006, 09:28PMPosts: 239 |
I dont really know what to say man. when i first came to FTc, god only knows how long ago, you were one of the first people i met, and even though im sure ive annoyed the hell out of you, youve always been one of my favorites to play with. anytime i see you logging onto office, i know that ive got to stay just a lil bit longer then i had originally planned. i really hope that you get doing better man, it sounds like noskill knows his shit (referencing the DSM), so definetely listening to him. theres nothing more i can do but say that we all love you 
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| memnoch |
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Registered Member #839
Joined: Sat Aug 18 2007, 06:37AMPosts: 204 |
Good luck on getting things are sorted out, knight.. I hope things come together nicely. Gladly see you back towards the end of may, I'd guess. | ||
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I want to fuck your hand.
Registered Member #571
Joined: Thu Feb 15 2007, 09:59PMPosts: 2809 |
I'm just shocked... I knew that there was a new post in Leave the light on, but I never expected this... You're right, no one knows any of this first hand. however, it's been all around me my entire life. in the area i'm in, it's actually kindof common. however, I have no advice for you, you dont want to hear it, and I dont want to be just another person to you. We really care about you man... Just remember that no matter what, you can always find people that care about you. Yeah... the beginning of your life sucked, and i'm so sorry for that. But like you said, it got better, and you saw another side of life! So friends have changed... bad things have happened, and above all, a girl was acting like "a girl" in your life. I know its all shitty, but this is why I dont believe in suicide or anything like that. In five years, you can have a new life. Yeah, you have to wait, yeah, you have to deal with alot of fucking bullshit in your life. But giving up this precious gift of life... you could do anything... there are so many possibilities its not even funny. Yeah, you say you dont have enough money for a car, well, lets say you are even poorer then that. You can try and go to another country, live in another area, get a new apartment with a new life and job, you could live with someone to make it cheaper, the list just goes on man. Not even talking about suicide... it's just not worth it to give up Buddy. I'm sorry, im done. I love you brother, you are the reason I'm here, and because of that you are a huge reason of most of the new people that I've nominated. I really care about you man, and if you need ANYTHING, anything at all, even a place to stay, i'll fucking come get your ass, and bring you here to stay for free and get on your feet. My AIM is Justin82954, and if you need my number or email or anything, give me a holler. I love you man, be safe. -Zero |
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Registered Member #95
Joined: Mon Dec 26 2005, 04:56AMPosts: 331 |
Life has no purpose except what you give it. Knight I wish you the best in sorting it all out. Only you can find the answers but all your friends are here to help you along the way. Graduate, it will make your life easier once you're out. I'm an attempted case. Yeah I fail so hard I couldn't even off myself right. Drop me an IM if you want to talk I know a little bit about this kind of shit. AIM: Blindwolf20 Take care and come back. |
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Sir
Registered Member #457
Joined: Tue Oct 10 2006, 01:13PM Posts: 2628 |
1ZA7228W1379166430 That's your tracking number buddy. Your only obligation. Is to read it. |
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Registered Member #36
Joined: Thu Dec 01 2005, 06:12PMPosts: 214 |
I know that some people will believe i'm an asshole for saying what i'm going too, but i have to be honest. I'll also litter this post with quotes (i won't mention who said them because some i don't know because i delete who said them when i save them on my comp. I want to appreciate an idea for itself and not for who said it). These quotes sum up ideas i've had and beliefs i hold better than i have found a way too. So one day when searching through quotes out of boredom i saved these among others. Hopefully they will help communicate the points i'm trying to make. "To fear death, my friends, is only to think ourselves wise, without being wise: for it is to think that we know what we do not know. For anything that men can tell, death may be the greatest good that can happen to them: but they fear it as if they know quite well that it was the greatest of evils. And what is this but that shameful ignorance of thinking that we know what we do not know" This works logically as stated, but also the other way around. If ever we are to the point where we believe life is no longer worth it we have to remember that we are ignorant and have no way of knowing. Death could be better, or it could indeed be the worst thing that can happen to us. This is why i won't be like everyone else here and say "oh please knight don't kill yourself, we love you man and we would miss you". I don't want you to kill yourself, your an awesome guy, but if you did, then fuck it and good riddance. In my opinion anyone who is so ignorant and selfish as to actually take their own life because they don't want to deal with shit anymore wasn't worth keeping around, regardless of how much i cared about them. It may seem harsh, but i'll help anyone who wants it AND deserves it. If someone just gives up and doesn't care enough to try to help themselves anymore then they aren't worth the effort and it could be used on one of the thousands of other people with problems big or small. "A man should not strive to eliminate his complexes but to get into accord with them: they are legitimately what directs his conduct in the world." I'm throwing this one in because i believe that we try too hard as a species to simplify everything and make it black and white. You sound to me like your trying to forget things. I believe we need to overcome the bad things and not try to shove them away where we don't have to look at them. "Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow grow, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation." I have major trust issues myself. So i know exactly what you are talking about there. But i find that it is best in the long run to only REALLY trust those who have earned it. I've learned to trust people in proportion so to speak. Rather than trusting them more bit by bit until it bites me in the ass, i trust them only as much as they have shown themselves to be trustworthy. Not sure if that makes sense but hey. "If you pick up a starving dog and make him prosperous, he will not bite you. This is the principal difference between a dog and a man." I'm a dog lover and this pretty much sums up why. You seem like some of the shit comes at you from out of nowhere and catches you off guard. I've learned to expect it because people are in it for themselves, even the ones who seem to be good. I'll stop that there as it would take to long to explain what i mean. After all "if you expect a kick in the balls and you get a slap in the face, it's a victory" "Not everything that can be counted counts, and not everything that counts can be counted." I always used to think of this as everything that matters is important, but not everything that is important matters, but i found this quote and they are similar in a lot of ways but do have slight differences i won;t waste time pointing out. Just make sure you are looking at what matters. You mention money a few times. Make sure you realize that money is important, but it doesn't matter. Just try to step back and analyze things so that you don't mistake something that is important for being something that really matters. If you need anything send me a pm and i'll be glad to help. Hope this made some sort of sense and helps in any way whatsoever. |
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